tired tired......the maid left...no one to help grandma wif da kids...gotta get up early to help her till first aunt comes back.....prepare for piano lesson after she's back.....

went for lesson w/o practicin again...haha..~ was nagged a lil...lucky didn't play too badly....hehe:p finally went back to uni to get my claim after lesson.....head home get changed n off to meet sheng n moi dear for dinner~

went to waraku for dinner.....n coffee club for dessert....thou food wasn't fantastic but was really nice catchin up wif them after so so so long......gonna meet again next wed~! woo-hoo~ :)

ate so much tt i'm feeling so sick.....so lazy to take a train.....been spoilt by baby....hahaha...~ called him for a lift after his run....hehehe:p so spoilt so spoilt...~hehehe:p

got home n msn...~ n...tt jerk is back at my heels when i told him i hv a bf....haha~ he nv msg me when i'm online.....till i told him i hv a bf....haha....he's like tryin so hard now.....what does he want? haha....thought ya're hvin control of the game? ya were the one who gave up.....nt me....i shall play my cards now.....dun blame me....ya started the game first....hahaha~

~~play ur cards well ~~

1 litre party~!

the day finally arrived...~! it's 1 litre party day~!~! was so so so lookin forward to this day~

hehehe:p finally got my thesis in yesterday n it's gonna b a whole evening of fun~!~!

hehehe:p met Soren at ps to get some stuff...then waited for Heidi n off to David's..~

most of the guyz arrived at the same time.....head up to his place n 'surrender' our 'poison'....hahaha..~

tah-dah~! this is the amt of toxic we hv for the evening...~! 1 litre contributed from each person...it's called the 1 litre party for a reason~..hahaha:p

party started at 6pm~till 11ish pm some food....n fruits (try to b a lil healthy b4 intoxicating)....then...LOTS n LOTS of toxic~!

a grp pic when everyone was still sober...~

n......one when most r gone~ hahaha

thou the 2nd part of the plan was nt executed cos half the grp was gone at the end.....the surviving half head for supper~ hehehe:p

a fun fun fun nite~!lotsa fun, laughter and dances...~ hehe:p a very memorable day wif my dearest salsa gang~ really thankful to hv known such a great bunch of ppl~ thou we've known each other for less than a yr....common interest hv created a close bond among us......frenship is amazing....time need nt b the measure for bonds.....what's more than 10 yrs of frenship?it could mean nothing but lotsa of backstabbing.....TRUE frens of barely a yr beats 10 yrs of back stabbing 'frenship'....well of cos my bestie of more than 10 yrs is still a gem to me....:)

luv besties, my remainin true galz n salsa gang deep deep.....~!~!

~~ time is nt the measure for frenship bond~~

meant to wakie early today n b in uni at 12 so i'll hv time to meet wx after work.....but got up late....no pt in goin to uni for juz an hr since he's knockin off early......a call woke me up.....woo-hoo~ i got an interview on thurs with IMH~! So exciting..~ pray pray pray for the best...:p

woke up after the call....too excited to slp anymore....hehe:p got up n prepare to head over to his place....met him at bishan n head over.....got some work done while waiting for him to pack his stuff for his work trip to korea.....got salsa class...can't send him to da airport....

had dinner at his place wif his family.....gosh..~so stress......this is the most stressful dinner in the last 2 yrs.......:s juz feel like hiding in a hole.....haha~ gotta start this stressful process again.....~~gosh...~

haven't put on the ring...haven't make it official n this is happening.....got me thinkin if i shd juz put it on....but....am i ready?hmm......number 1 ask me y am i nt accepting him n what is holdin me back......it's hard to explain to her.....we prob share diff views.....hmm.....oh well....shall leave this to next week.....it's still thesis week~...hahaha~

went for class n it's pretty fun today.....still miss my gang thou.....can't wait to get crazy wif them again this sat~! so gonna take picz~!hahaha.....can't wait can't wait~!

~~the cycle starts again......~~

stress...S-T-R-E-S-S...~

thesis is due in 9 dayz....feeling the pressure....feeling the stress....suddenly there seemed to b so much more i needa write.....am so gonna withdraw myself from my social life n camp in uni.......no time for social life no mood....my brain can't absorb anything.....even simple steps in rueda class....so odd to slap myself......first class n so lousy.....sighz....so missing the gang.....it would hv been alot more fun wif them in the class.....can't wait to join them for bachata n social again......hang on~!after the 12th n i'm back....~ if i survive....:s

hope i dun blow my top at any innocent party....hope ppl will stay away n nt get on my nerves.....:x bear wif me ppl.....sighz...~ feeling lucky tt i hv someone who's there to keep me company every now n then......encouraging me n destressing me....

takin tt step is tough......thou it's juz a simple action.....but untying the knot takes alot.....shdn't think abt tt for now......thesis is stressing me out...~~stress is spelt S-T-R-E-S-S~

off to bed~! it's another long day...~ CHARGE~!~!~!

~~STRESS...S-T-R-E-S-S...~~

the 'magic' ring~ haha..

meetin YY to do thesis at the NLB.....so hard to get a place to do our work....the whole library is so big yet there're so few places for us to bring our notes n lappie in n work.....sighz....


gave up n went to mac instead.....he walk us all the way there n head home after......nt v productive but at least got a lil work done.....haha~



meetin him again at nite....n he collected the ring.....took his n pass me mine......





as drama as it sounds.....he's nt gonna pressurise me by askin me again.....further more am stressin over thesis.....he doesn't wanna add on to it.....so he said he'll juz wait for me to b ready.......n when i'm ready......all i hv to do it juz to put on the ring......haha~




~~dilemma~~

lost....

went to weixin's place to do my thesis.....dunno y am i there...but...haha~ i can't work at home aniwaez....~

tryin to get some work done.....v slow...nt v productive.....n juz as i'm gettin my engine started.....my boss called when he was outta da room n told me tt they decide nt to keep me.....i hv a choice of completing my last mth or juz nt report for work tml.....it really came as a shock....she said she's gonna extend my probation for another mth juz 2 dayz ago.....n now she's telling me she's nt keeping me....over the phone.....~ i'm so lost after the call tt i dunno what to do...called bestie n pea but they both didn't pick up...called sis....couldn't help but tears juz roll....am feelin so lost.....i'm glad he was there at tt pt.....thou he did pop the question.....he's nt rushin me knowing tt i'm nt ready.....

sighz....back to being a jobless individual....~

~~lost......again....~~

life does know how to make fun of us....~

got home at 7ish after butterfac n supper....slpt at 8ish after washin up and chattin wif YY...haven't had any frens stayin over at my place in awhile.....it's a really nice feeling....:) set the alarm at 230pm so we can wakie n con't wif our thesis....



didn't really slp well....mayb cos of the alcohol....n stupid cough is back....we got up way b4 230 n started chattin again....hahaha...washed up had lunch n started on our thesis at almost 4.....as usual....i'm an entertaining distraction....nt v productive again...but at least got a lil more done....moving but v slowly....haha~



Weixin's coming back from Bkk today...he said he'll call me when he get back n we're meeting for supper....his flight was delayed.....he was suppose to b back in the noon but he got back in the evening.....he called n yupz~ we're meeting at 11pm for supper...:)



was watchin the star awards wif YY and waiting for him to come pick me up....his parents got home late.....so he got the car late n came late....send YY off in a cab....n yupz~! we're off for our first "date".....~!~!~



i wanted laksa....so he brought me to katong....but all the shops were closed....we were too late....went to thomson in the end.....n guess what.......walked past the prata shop......who we saw~?!?! John n his frens....ZZzzz....what luck....i dunno if he did c me n looked away on purpose or what...aniwaez tapped n said hi....Weijian waved but my heart was racin a lil when i saw him.....y? i dunno.....hmm......



Weixin asked if tt's my fren....i juz told him tt's my ex bf....n he took it pretty well....he's like...oh....it's a sign tt we bump into ur ex the first time we're hangin out.....i juz act blur....hahaha....



had our supper n chat.....he's pretty nice to hang out wif so far......he's a guy wif vision, knows what he wants in his life n he's direct in a way....which is gd so far......:) we wouldn't hv left the place if nt for tt flying cockroach tt flew into the shop.....hahaha....he sent me home....and he tried to guess where is my unit.......his company is pretty gd n yupz....ask him n he's goin to mimolette....:)



~~expect the unexpected~~