juz a usual stay home sunday....but feelin really lethargic...dunno what's wrong....hving a weird cough...n heavy head....so annoying....suppose to do my slides for tml's presentation practice...but....as usual....i'm procrastinating....hehe:p
moi dear called at 11ish... she wanna go for supper...poor her...haven't had her dinner....picked he up at her place n off we go for frog porridge at geylang..!!:) had a pretty gd supper....watchin ppl being drunk....haha...
came back n saw cherie online...she's BACK!!!she told me tt hanni is attached...what a surprise....dunno since when....i'm in sg all da time n yet her news r more updated than me....hmm.....oh well....as usual....she log off b4 i can get anything more from her....i think she muz b really tired from her flight.....
had a random thought.....been feelin quite emo lately....n really been down on my luck.....sighz....sometimes i really do think......so i really hv any close frens...?anyone whom i could really pour my heart out to or turn to when i'm really down....?so called close frens ard me r so superficially 'close' sometimes.....till i dunno if r we really tt close....my cuz's buddy is back from da states for his holz....n they nv fail to hang out.....his bunch of buddies...r genuine.....but for me....do i really hv tt bunch of frens?we look close but r we really close?i feel left out many a times....when we're out....thou in a grp....we talk n laugh....but......i feel like an extra......they meet up...but i dunno they did......am i expectin too much?mayb our values r different.....or mayb...i'm juz an extra.....or mayb....we're nt tt close......mayb....mayb......what's frenship all abt?it's nt juz by sayin "we're close frens"....it muz b felt.....but....am i feelin it....?am i??what's a fren....?what's 5, 7, or even 10 yrs of "frenship".....what is....?who can i turn to when i need someone?..............
~~what is frenship..~~
Sunday, August 31, 2008
Monday, August 25, 2008
Life is very unpredictable...
Went for volunteery service today....it's juz for half a day....as usual, today we're there to understand the condition of the family n see how can we help to improve their living condition....230 pm was the meeting time at the void deck...there was only 5 of us for today....
jun jun gave a rough briefing of the family condition....the youngest daughter of the family fell ill abt a mth b4 her 21st.....she was running a temperature for abt 2 weeks.....one day in tt 2 weeks she slipped into a coma after lettin out a loud scream.....she was admitted into the ICU and her family was told to prepare for the worse....the viral infection caused damage to her brain....she might die or tt she'll nv b able to get well....but her parents believed in her....thou she couldn't move or respond at all after tt day....they still believe that she'll get better....
lookin at her sittin on the chair today......6 yrs after tt incident.....she's still nt very responsive but according to her dad, her condition improved over the last 4 yrs....she can walk wif support n make some sound.....compared to being bed ridden without any response when she was first discharged...they are very hopeful.....they are all very strong.....the unconditioned care and attention has nv decreased....the pain of almost losin this most doted member of the family could b seen in her parents n sister's eyes.....her dad resembles uncle a lil....lookin at how her dad cared for her reminds me of how uncle cared for auntie b4 she depart this world.....my heartaches.....the unconditioned luv they showered and nv to abandon or give up is something so noble.....how many ppl can really do tt...?
a pretty young lady at her prime...b4 she turned 21 lost everything.....i was hving fun and makin new frens in uni the yr i turned 21......she on the other hand missed all these.....nt only did she lose the ability to enjoy her prime.....her family also lost a dear lively member.....life is really so unpredictable....a talented gorgeous young lady lost everything to some unknown virus over nite.....their unconditional luv and care for her touched me deeply....i realise how lucky i was to b in gd health.....all the pain i went thru n am goin thru is really nothing compared to what they are goin thru.....i appreciate all that i hv even more than b4......i sincerely hope she will get better......
~~count my blessings~~
jun jun gave a rough briefing of the family condition....the youngest daughter of the family fell ill abt a mth b4 her 21st.....she was running a temperature for abt 2 weeks.....one day in tt 2 weeks she slipped into a coma after lettin out a loud scream.....she was admitted into the ICU and her family was told to prepare for the worse....the viral infection caused damage to her brain....she might die or tt she'll nv b able to get well....but her parents believed in her....thou she couldn't move or respond at all after tt day....they still believe that she'll get better....
lookin at her sittin on the chair today......6 yrs after tt incident.....she's still nt very responsive but according to her dad, her condition improved over the last 4 yrs....she can walk wif support n make some sound.....compared to being bed ridden without any response when she was first discharged...they are very hopeful.....they are all very strong.....the unconditioned care and attention has nv decreased....the pain of almost losin this most doted member of the family could b seen in her parents n sister's eyes.....her dad resembles uncle a lil....lookin at how her dad cared for her reminds me of how uncle cared for auntie b4 she depart this world.....my heartaches.....the unconditioned luv they showered and nv to abandon or give up is something so noble.....how many ppl can really do tt...?
a pretty young lady at her prime...b4 she turned 21 lost everything.....i was hving fun and makin new frens in uni the yr i turned 21......she on the other hand missed all these.....nt only did she lose the ability to enjoy her prime.....her family also lost a dear lively member.....life is really so unpredictable....a talented gorgeous young lady lost everything to some unknown virus over nite.....their unconditional luv and care for her touched me deeply....i realise how lucky i was to b in gd health.....all the pain i went thru n am goin thru is really nothing compared to what they are goin thru.....i appreciate all that i hv even more than b4......i sincerely hope she will get better......
~~count my blessings~~
Wednesday, August 20, 2008
Moi BIG day!!
It's moi 'big' day today!!hohohoh......20082008 bday celebration....hehe:p it's a wed...so....lotsa ppl can't make it....some chose nt to come cos gotta work da next day....some can't come cos of work....but i deeply appreaciate all who replied my msg n took their precious time to attend...!!!:)
wrote a list of things to bring n do for today last nite so tt i dun miss anything out.....got lotsa slp da nite b4 so i'll hv da energy for today!hehe:p rented a car yesterday so tt i can get to da chalet conveniently......pick sheng sheng n moi dear up from their place b4 heading to the NTUC at J8 to get some stuff for da chalet n pick moi cuz up.....head back home after to get the remainin stuff n get kerry.....
feel so disorganised......everything is like messed up......hv a feelin i missed something when i left home...but i dunno what issit......got in da car n drove off.....happily talkin in da car.....n when we're abt to reach da chalet....i rem what i forgot!!!i forgot to pick up my cake~~~!!!!so annoying...!!!had to call 6th uncle to collect it for me......arghz.....irritatin...how can i forget......oh well...no time to turn back...so yupz!6th uncle got it for me...thank u!!:)
when we got there.....lucky my cuz, moi dear n sheng sheng were there to help me wif da check in n settin up....thanx galz!!hehehe:p
they help me wif da numbers on da wall....hehe:p didn't take v long.....
Tah-dah!!!it's done!!!
then they went for a swim wif kerry n da buffet came....got everything done....dress up...n wait for ppl to come....hahaha......my dearest family were among the first few to arrive.....
moi darling lil cuz...
choco stars from my thoughtful n swt cuz...
one of my pressies from my cuz esther...she made da chocs for me.....knowin i luv stars...she melt da choc n made them into pretty lil stars....so touched...thanx for da effort gal....:)
dearest sec sch frens..Mr n Mrs Lim :p
pleasant surprise from Mr n Mrs Lim....they said they were nt able to come...but they came!!:)
dear frens who made da effort to come...
me n .......................moi cake...hehe:p
without her i wouldn't b where i am...thanx for everything mum!!:)
my ever supportive family...luv them all!!
my darling cuzzies....:)
a whole gang of poly frens...
nt forgettin my poly classmates who helped me alot those dayz....
and of cos my precious galz who nv failed to b there for me....:) [Mrs Ang is missing in this pic...]
Oh n my new frens thru volunteery service....they're a load of gems too....
me n moi pressies...!:)
the day was pretty messy for me but i had lotsa fun...thanx for everything peepz....!!n my dearest family for coming all the way to pasir ris after a long day of work....and uncles who took da day off....and making sure my guests hv enough to eat....thank you!!i'm so lucky to hv so many ppl who cared for me....hehe:p
oh of cos nt forgettin sheng sheng n moi dear for helpin me wif the set up....and my darling galz hanni, sharon, and wenfeng who cleared the place for me and cuttin the cake and being my camera women for the evening....thanx galz...!!!the evening wouldn't run tt smoothly w/o all of ya peepz....!!!!luvya all deep deep...!!
I sincerely thank all who took da time in attending my bday celebration and making it a memorable day for me.....those who couldn't attend at the last min....thanx for informing me and all the well wishes....:) juz a lil disappointed tt someone said he would come...but didn't turn up....and nt even a msg from him.....whatever it is...hope he's doin well.....
And nt forgetting....when the clock strikes 12......it's 21st aug!!!mich's bday....planned a lil surprise for her....wif the help from all my batchmates...and of cos her bf kelv.....making this surprise possible....:)
TA-DAAA!!!!!mich's bday cake!!
Mich n her bday cake....
she gets to dress up too..!!hehe:p
wrote a list of things to bring n do for today last nite so tt i dun miss anything out.....got lotsa slp da nite b4 so i'll hv da energy for today!hehe:p rented a car yesterday so tt i can get to da chalet conveniently......pick sheng sheng n moi dear up from their place b4 heading to the NTUC at J8 to get some stuff for da chalet n pick moi cuz up.....head back home after to get the remainin stuff n get kerry.....
feel so disorganised......everything is like messed up......hv a feelin i missed something when i left home...but i dunno what issit......got in da car n drove off.....happily talkin in da car.....n when we're abt to reach da chalet....i rem what i forgot!!!i forgot to pick up my cake~~~!!!!so annoying...!!!had to call 6th uncle to collect it for me......arghz.....irritatin...how can i forget......oh well...no time to turn back...so yupz!6th uncle got it for me...thank u!!:)
when we got there.....lucky my cuz, moi dear n sheng sheng were there to help me wif da check in n settin up....thanx galz!!hehehe:p
they help me wif da numbers on da wall....hehe:p didn't take v long.....
Tah-dah!!!it's done!!!
then they went for a swim wif kerry n da buffet came....got everything done....dress up...n wait for ppl to come....hahaha......my dearest family were among the first few to arrive.....
moi darling lil cuz...
choco stars from my thoughtful n swt cuz...
one of my pressies from my cuz esther...she made da chocs for me.....knowin i luv stars...she melt da choc n made them into pretty lil stars....so touched...thanx for da effort gal....:)
dearest sec sch frens..Mr n Mrs Lim :p
pleasant surprise from Mr n Mrs Lim....they said they were nt able to come...but they came!!:)
dear frens who made da effort to come...
me n .......................moi cake...hehe:p
without her i wouldn't b where i am...thanx for everything mum!!:)
my ever supportive family...luv them all!!
my darling cuzzies....:)
a whole gang of poly frens...
nt forgettin my poly classmates who helped me alot those dayz....
and of cos my precious galz who nv failed to b there for me....:) [Mrs Ang is missing in this pic...]
Oh n my new frens thru volunteery service....they're a load of gems too....
me n moi pressies...!:)
the day was pretty messy for me but i had lotsa fun...thanx for everything peepz....!!n my dearest family for coming all the way to pasir ris after a long day of work....and uncles who took da day off....and making sure my guests hv enough to eat....thank you!!i'm so lucky to hv so many ppl who cared for me....hehe:p
oh of cos nt forgettin sheng sheng n moi dear for helpin me wif the set up....and my darling galz hanni, sharon, and wenfeng who cleared the place for me and cuttin the cake and being my camera women for the evening....thanx galz...!!!the evening wouldn't run tt smoothly w/o all of ya peepz....!!!!luvya all deep deep...!!
I sincerely thank all who took da time in attending my bday celebration and making it a memorable day for me.....those who couldn't attend at the last min....thanx for informing me and all the well wishes....:) juz a lil disappointed tt someone said he would come...but didn't turn up....and nt even a msg from him.....whatever it is...hope he's doin well.....
And nt forgetting....when the clock strikes 12......it's 21st aug!!!mich's bday....planned a lil surprise for her....wif the help from all my batchmates...and of cos her bf kelv.....making this surprise possible....:)
TA-DAAA!!!!!mich's bday cake!!
Mich n her bday cake....
she gets to dress up too..!!hehe:p
Saturday, August 16, 2008
moi pre bday celebration~~
The day is here......the 'surprise' from my galz will b revealed.....my day started beautifully wif a msg from my bestie at 9 ish in da morn....she's goin for her flight!!n she'll b back at 6ish in da evening...so she can join us tonite!!!yeahz!!so happy....hehe:p
then again....all 4 of them together...dunno what will they hv up their sleeves.....so scary....i hv a feelin they're gonna make me do something super unglam.....
gonna meet wenfeng n sharon for dinner at sushi tei b4 we head down to dbl o for my pre celebration....moi dear aka cindy will b there wif her sec sch frens too!! cos it's regina's bday today....:)
alritey....time to face da shock....haha.....off to town to meet them for dinner....but....hey.....sharon is alone....hmm...wenfeng dumped us to meet her scandal.....tsk tsk tsk..how could she.....oh well....we'll juz get a table first....as usual sushi tei is packed...gotta wait to get a table for 3....while waiting for da table....Gin n Kim Lip met me to pass me my bday pressie....cos they're nt able to make it for my party on wed....so sad.....oh well....was already prepared cos it's a weekday......yupz yupz!got da pressie from them.....n opened it after they left.....it's a ZEN STONE!!!!!so happy!!juz luv it....was intendin to get a mp3 player but dunno what to get....n i dun hv to think cos i got it for my bday!!!!!THANK U GIN n KIMLIP!!!he got me a speaker for my zen stone.....hehhe:p really luv it...thank u thank u!!!!
portable speaker to match moi new................ZEN STONE!!!!!
Sharon ask me y did they get me a red one......nt a very 'me' colour....haha....i dunno...i'll hv to ask them i guess....hehe:p while waiting for our seat to b ready at sushi tei i 'ransacked' da bags sharon was holding....she say tt the 'surprise' is wif wenfeng...n there's a pair of wings which she claimed is for her baby cousin...n dumb enough...i buy tt lie....when wenfeng arrived she made me carry my own cake....n i saw this PINK card tt they were so protective over...tt muz b da 'weapon' they're gonna use for the 'crime'.......
oh well....i'll juz hv to wait....haha...over dinner....wenfeng was da target cos she ditched us for her scandal.....hahaha...:p she met him for dinner but she didn't eat!!!!!funny her...hehe:p...oh oh... n there's this person workin at sushi tei who wore really retro specz....can't help laughin when i c him...hahaha...he had the specs of the singer fang da tong....so funny....hehe:p
we headed down to Dbl O after dinner....n sharon confessed to their 'crime' in da toilet.....the wings r for me....!!!!arghz!!!!i knew it's gonna b unglam.....n they got me a hairband wif devil's horn...n a sign tt reads...................
Poor me......
GOSH!!tt's da surprise for me.....man....it's a shock nt a surprise galz......i insisted on nt wearing the wings....haha.....arghz!!i can't believe they're doin this to me....sighz......
ok..here's da rule of da game......kisses muz b from 24 different guyz.....n no frenz allow....
b4 da start of my embarrassing 'mission' for da nite....
Cut my cake first.....and take some nice picz......haha...:p
Make a wish....
Take a pic wif moi dear....
my darling galz....:)
And....My galz bought me tequila shots AGAIN.....5 this time........lucky i'm nt da only bday gal ard....hehe:p
cheerz to us bday galz!
had i can't rem how many shots of tequila n sex on the beach.......tt's juz part 1.....
pre bday gal n actual bday gal..:p
kisses for moi dear...
Bday kiss from moi dear.....
Went ard da club wif my galz...they pick the 'targets'.....there're a few bday guyz ard tt nite too.......one whose bday happen to b on da same day as me...!!haha....tt's if he's tellin da truth......towards the end....thanx to jonathan n frens.....i completed my 'mission'....haha....finally.....i can dance in peace......
no where comes 2nd part of drinkin.......kurt insisted on giving me a treat......so...here goes.....
a treat from Kurt.....can really feel the burning sensation in my throat n tummy after.....hehe:p
was introduced to a new fren when the lights come on....and...here comes part 3 of drinkin.....
George n Mi!
Jager bomb treat from George....
Last pic of da nite...
Had a very memorable nite indeed....thanx for the pre bday surprise galz.....!!!this is probably da most embarrassing bday i ever had....:s hanni's bday is next.....hehe:p
Friday, August 15, 2008
another happy day!!!
met up wif bestie Cherie for lunch cum dinner in da noon...had sushi buffet!!!yumm yummm...!!!!hehehe:p then Sharon called n said she hv a surprise for me tml.....it's gonna b my pre bday celebration wif my darlings again....this time w/o bestie cos she's on standby.....but hope she gets called up earlier so she can b there!!!hehehe:p gosh!!so scary....dunno what they hv up their sleeves.....dun get me drunk galz......pppllllssss...!!!!!*innocent look*hehehe:p lookin forward to da surprise thou!!!excited...yet scared....hehehe:p buggin Cherie to tell me what issit but she wasn't aware of da plan yet......hahaha.....oh well.....i shall juz b patient......i guess......hehehe:p then we met up wif Sharon at AMK...headin to woodlands to get my skates wif mei mei...!!!!hehehe:p
went to get my skates wif mei mei n frens while the galz went for a walk......ppl at the shop were really nice n helpful in assistin me gettin a pair tt suitz me....decided on the black n yellow 'bumble bee' lookin one pretty quickly....hehe:p then mei mei said she's gonna pay for it as a gift for my bday from my poly batch of frenz..!!!what a pleasant surprise....but it's gonna b a gift from 7th uncle already.....she insisted tt they get it for me n get me to ask 7th uncle to get something else for me.....hmm...since she's already there....then.....alritey!!Hehe:p ain't i lucky....??i'm so so so luved...hehe:p
My new skates..!!!
da full set...skates, gears n bag!!
joined da galz after gettin my skates n had another '38' catchin up...wenfeng is already here when i joined them again.....hehe:p towards da endin of our catching up received msges from edmund n shi shi...they can't make it to my bday next week....edmund can't come cos he has to give tuition....so disappointing....:( oh well....since i've decided to put it on a weekday i shd b expectin this......sighz.....
disappointments over....head home n another happy happy happening....!!!I FINALLY found a partner for scuba diving lessons...!!!!SISTER EUGENE!!!hehehe:p yeah!!!shd hv asked him earlier.....then i'd hv gotten my license wif sharon n frens........but...it's ok!!i'm still gonna go for it aniwaez....hehe:p i'll check out the glasses issue sister...!!hehehe:p
it's 3+ now....thou time for bed......but....i'm goin for supper wif my darling cuz!!!hehehe:p he booked out today!!!what a surprise....haven't had supper wif him in MTHS!!!!!really really tired....but....my darling is alwayz more impt...hehe:p off to get FOOD!!!
went to get my skates wif mei mei n frens while the galz went for a walk......ppl at the shop were really nice n helpful in assistin me gettin a pair tt suitz me....decided on the black n yellow 'bumble bee' lookin one pretty quickly....hehe:p then mei mei said she's gonna pay for it as a gift for my bday from my poly batch of frenz..!!!what a pleasant surprise....but it's gonna b a gift from 7th uncle already.....she insisted tt they get it for me n get me to ask 7th uncle to get something else for me.....hmm...since she's already there....then.....alritey!!Hehe:p ain't i lucky....??i'm so so so luved...hehe:p
My new skates..!!!
da full set...skates, gears n bag!!
joined da galz after gettin my skates n had another '38' catchin up...wenfeng is already here when i joined them again.....hehe:p towards da endin of our catching up received msges from edmund n shi shi...they can't make it to my bday next week....edmund can't come cos he has to give tuition....so disappointing....:( oh well....since i've decided to put it on a weekday i shd b expectin this......sighz.....
disappointments over....head home n another happy happy happening....!!!I FINALLY found a partner for scuba diving lessons...!!!!SISTER EUGENE!!!hehehe:p yeah!!!shd hv asked him earlier.....then i'd hv gotten my license wif sharon n frens........but...it's ok!!i'm still gonna go for it aniwaez....hehe:p i'll check out the glasses issue sister...!!hehehe:p
it's 3+ now....thou time for bed......but....i'm goin for supper wif my darling cuz!!!hehehe:p he booked out today!!!what a surprise....haven't had supper wif him in MTHS!!!!!really really tired....but....my darling is alwayz more impt...hehe:p off to get FOOD!!!
Thursday, August 14, 2008
happy gal happy day!!:)
So so so so so happy today!!!hehehe:p firstly, i got a new bag n 2 new wallets for my bday!!!thou it's next week....mum n 6th aunt gave me my pressies in advance..!!hehe:p oh n nt forgettin 7th aunt n beloved grandma.....they gave me my bday ang pow too!!!hehehe:p can't help feelin tt i'm STILL a v v v v v v v v v v v lucky gal!!thou i'm down on my luck....hehe:p alwayz being luved by so many ppl....thru da toughest mth, i hv my dearest family n frens...!!!thank u everyone!!!especially mummy, grandma, uncles, aunts n cuzzies!!i've picked myself up n moved on...:) my broken heart is fixed thou da scar remains.....thank u again!!i luv ya all lots lots lots!!!*muackz muackz*!!
secondly, i am pickin up tennis again!!hehe:p ok...nt really again....considering i went for like only 3 lessons da last time....hehe:p 'sister' eugene cum my "boss" (cos i'm supposed to b his PA....hahaha...:p) is 'coachin' me.....it's super fun lah!!hehehe:p so happy so happy....!!hehe:p thou my right arm is feelin a lil weak now after all da swingin of da racket n i'm super tired......but feelin kinda healthy...hehe:p havne't been doin sports in ages.....i juz luv this tired feelin....hehehe:p lookin forward to tennis again next week!!!hehehe:p
so tired.....shall go to bed now...hehehe:p i'm gonna get my blades for in-line skating tml!!!!hohohoh....~ happy happy gal is ME!!
secondly, i am pickin up tennis again!!hehe:p ok...nt really again....considering i went for like only 3 lessons da last time....hehe:p 'sister' eugene cum my "boss" (cos i'm supposed to b his PA....hahaha...:p) is 'coachin' me.....it's super fun lah!!hehehe:p so happy so happy....!!hehe:p thou my right arm is feelin a lil weak now after all da swingin of da racket n i'm super tired......but feelin kinda healthy...hehe:p havne't been doin sports in ages.....i juz luv this tired feelin....hehehe:p lookin forward to tennis again next week!!!hehehe:p
so tired.....shall go to bed now...hehehe:p i'm gonna get my blades for in-line skating tml!!!!hohohoh....~ happy happy gal is ME!!
Saturday, August 9, 2008
pre pre bday celebration wif my darling galz..!
It's NATIONAL DAY!!!HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!!
Long n Jonathan..
the only grp pic for da nite...
had a pretty gd day today...hehe:p fully utilise my day.....first i went warehse shoppin wif mum, 3rd aunt n my darling cuz.....bought some clothes n a NEW BOLSTER!!heehehe:p so happy.....my new bolster is so huggable....so comfy...!!hehe:p then i went for mj wif poly frens mei mei, dj, albert n mf....shared a player wif mei mei....n caught NDP on tv while we we took 4 hrs to complete 1 round of mj.....hahaha....nonetheless, the catchin up was great....n we won in the end!!!!!!gal power!!!hehehe:p
after mj rushed home to get changed cos i'm meetin my darling galz Cherie, Wenfeng, Hanni n Sharon for my pre pre bday celebation as Cherie's gonna b outta town for pretty much whole of the next 2 weeks....she's nt gonna b ard on my bday.....:( oh well....a pre pre celebration is juz as gd!!!hehe:p we went to Dbl O as usual.....Cherie took a cab n picked me up on her way.....the rest of the galz were there earlier as usual....hehe:p when we arrived....dear hanni was already drunk.....
Hanni is drunk.....
shortly after....n wenfeng n sharon made me drink 4 shots at 1 go.....it's yucky to hv so many shots all at once.....tt's nt the end....ah long bought me more drinks....luckily jonathan helped me with them....thou i dunno if he's aware of what he's drinkin.....hahaha....but still thanx for da shots galz n da pops n shots jonathan n ah long!!no more shotz next week k.....hehe:p
4th shot...gosh....!!
Mi n Jerry~
Long n Jonathan..
the only grp pic for da nite...
Bestie n i being luving...
juz a random shot...
they will alwayz b my darlings~~
Thanx for da wonderful nite darling galz n guyz!!!!!!
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