juz a usual stay home sunday....but feelin really lethargic...dunno what's wrong....hving a weird cough...n heavy head....so annoying....suppose to do my slides for tml's presentation practice...but....as usual....i'm procrastinating....hehe:p
moi dear called at 11ish... she wanna go for supper...poor her...haven't had her dinner....picked he up at her place n off we go for frog porridge at geylang..!!:) had a pretty gd supper....watchin ppl being drunk....haha...
came back n saw cherie online...she's BACK!!!she told me tt hanni is attached...what a surprise....dunno since when....i'm in sg all da time n yet her news r more updated than me....hmm.....oh well....as usual....she log off b4 i can get anything more from her....i think she muz b really tired from her flight.....
had a random thought.....been feelin quite emo lately....n really been down on my luck.....sighz....sometimes i really do think......so i really hv any close frens...?anyone whom i could really pour my heart out to or turn to when i'm really down....?so called close frens ard me r so superficially 'close' sometimes.....till i dunno if r we really tt close....my cuz's buddy is back from da states for his holz....n they nv fail to hang out.....his bunch of buddies...r genuine.....but for me....do i really hv tt bunch of frens?we look close but r we really close?i feel left out many a times....when we're out....thou in a grp....we talk n laugh....but......i feel like an extra......they meet up...but i dunno they did......am i expectin too much?mayb our values r different.....or mayb...i'm juz an extra.....or mayb....we're nt tt close......mayb....mayb......what's frenship all abt?it's nt juz by sayin "we're close frens"....it muz b felt.....but....am i feelin it....?am i??what's a fren....?what's 5, 7, or even 10 yrs of "frenship".....what is....?who can i turn to when i need someone?..............
~~what is frenship..~~
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